In this hurly-burly of year-end and holidays, it is nice to take a breath and reflect. Who am I now? With each year and the myriad of experiences it brings, it is good to assess the changes that may have been of consequence. Births, deaths, marriages, jobs, illness can all impact our sense of self. What is at your core and how was it created?
As Sally posted on Wednesday, I also admire Amanda Le Rougetel’s blog What’s My Story from her blogsite, https://fiveyearsawriter.blogspot.com/. I did not rise to Amanda’s challenge to make my story in sixty-five words or less. However, it is a great way to describe yourself by encapsulating your experiences in a short poem. In light of Sally’s post “Who Am I”, I was reminded of a prompt Beth Alvarado gave us in a 2013 writing group. Write a poem that describes where you are from. (I know, I know – don’t end a sentence with a preposition – cardinal error). In 1998 George Ella Lyon, a Kentucky poet, wrote a book titled Where I Am From that was used as a model in teaching memoir writing. Clues to who you are come directly from your roots and experiences. Those memories are touchstones that reconnect me deeply back to myself in chaotic times, physical or emotional. Each stanza describes places that formed my view of the world, places where I was at home or where I lived tenuously until I could move on, ending in Tucson where I belong. I was born in Kansas, spent summers over many years with grandparents in Colorado, lived forty years in Western Washington, and finally settled in the Southwest that combines the sunshine of Kansas, the mountains of Colorado, and the extraordinary high desert skies. These short phrases packed with images, smells, and sounds tell my story.
Where I Am From
I am from the traveling wind, wide blue skies, and waving wheat
Great-grandma’s raw onions by the supper plate
Great-grandpa’s coffee can spittoon beside his rocker
Refrigerator on the back porch and dirt fruit cellar
Fireflies on summer nights
I am from the deep dark earth, mountain highs
Fishing at Estes Park
Honeysuckle, snapdragons, and putting up the beans
A ringer on the washing machine
Cold fried chicken and white bread with butter and sugar
I am from endless gray skies,
Armies of black-green sentinel firs reaching to the clouds
City of a thousand cultures mingled like succulent odors of stew
The drizzle of cold, the smell of mold
Wind in the sails, islands in the fog
I am from the knife-edged mountain peaks with hidden crevices
That rise from the desert floor
Coyotes howling, javelina prowling
The soul-filling smell of the creosote bush after summer monsoons
The endless blue of sky and translucent flower of prickly pear
This is one of the poems published in our book, Telling Tales and Sharing Secrets; Chapter 4, page 285. I sincerely hope you are creating happy memories with family and friends during this holiday season.